Hit by Homesickness :-(

I had only good things to say about Canada when I arrived here - best place to live, family-friendly environment, etc...And that was only a little more than a month ago,  38 days to be exact...What had happened? Why I don't feel the same anymore? All I want now is to pack my things and go home. :-(

I am actually one of those 'chosen few' here in Canada. I did not have to go thru to a difficult adjustment. My friend Joan is already settled here and she prepared everything for me...from my pillows, linens,  toiletries to winter coat! Yes, that's how blessed I am for having such friend. It's not only that, it is also through a friend why I got a job in my field in just one week! 

Am I being ungrateful? No, it's not like that.  I'm just so lost nowadays. :-(