I just got a call from JY, a friend from a previous company. I was surprised when she asked me about my health??? Apparently, she and other friends had been reading my blog (without my knowledge) and they happen to read my post entitled Regulated Post. :-( I understand their concern but my initial & desperate reactions are...."i don't have blog (tried to deny & lie..so bad..but it seems they've read the other posts too, they've seen our back pics together..huhu..) "pls don't read my blog"..i keep on mumbling to her "nakakainis...nakakainis talaga" like more than 20 times, of course not to her or anyone. :-). She wanted me to just brush it away, to think as if they never read my blog...I really want my blog to be anonymous to everyone who personally knows me (the reason why i had never given my blogsite to them or even just mentioned about it)
It had happened before when my cousin unintentionally followed my blog (blogged about it in my Tidbits post), but i had it contained then. Now, i don't know what will happen to my 'blogging career'. hehe...Since its inception in Oct 2009, blogging has been a part of my system. My day will not be complete without me seeing my blog. :-) If i'm not blogging, i'm reading other bloggers' posts. I'm also improving, i am now an active 'commenter' to the blogs of two newly found friends in the blogosphere...i enjoy blogging too much that it's on my priority list. :-)
I can never be completely anonymous. I am aware of that. Besides, I publish my blog publicly. What would I expect? Oh yes, i can just go back and write to my secret diary instead. haha...
This is the only place on Earth where i can freely share my innermost/deepest feelings, where i can unload whatever i can't to any of my friends. If only i could ask/beg all of them, to please 'ibalato na lang ito sa akin'. I can only hope that they would just forget about this blog after today. Huwag sana silang ma-curious about it because curiousity can kill me! haha...
There's an end of everything. But i'd like to believe, this will not (in any way) end my 'blogging career' nor end my good relationship with my friends. It's never their fault. I also do not want to blame anyone for this.
Hanggat tutuo ang mga sinasabi mo dito wala ka sigurong dapat ipangamba, makikita mo na lang pagdating ng panahon na nakakapagpagaan pala ng kalooban ang malaman mong may mga kakilala kang nakikinig sa bawat sinasabi mo dito sa mundo nating mga bloggers...
ReplyDeletenasa linya pa ba ako? parang lumayo ako sa entry mo ah lolzz
Gandang araw sayo :)
ewan ko ba...sana nga ganun ang maging reaksyon ko...(ang arte arte ko nga..kainis! ayaw ipabasa ang blog sa mga kakilala ko..hehe)
ReplyDeleteadik na pa naman ako ngaun sa blog...nde ko nga ma-dare ang sarili ko na tumigil muna..hehe..
magandang araw din sa'yo! :-)
ang arte! feelin..
ReplyDelete@ anonymous,
ReplyDeletepinag-isipan ko pang mabuti bago ko i-post ang comment mo, wala ka naman sigurong galit sa akin noh? :-)
aminado naman ako na ang arte ko kasi ayoko talagang mabasa ng mga kakilala ko ang blog ko, kaya nde ko binanggit man lng ito sa kanila.
kaya kung kilala mo ako, lagot ka sa akin! hehe..(peace!)