Lately, i find myself having lot of things in mind that i wanted to blog about but always end up with nothing. There are a lot of BIG things happening that are directly and indirectly affecting me but can't freely write about them. In my assessment, the issues were too sensitive especially to those people involved (mostly closed friends and family) that i choose to keep them private as much as I can.
I've been stressed out thinking about all these. In fact, for the very first time here in Dubai i seriously plan to seek doctor's advice about my health condition (it's supposed to be today but decided to pospone it to next week because of JY's birthday). I realized that that these were too much for me to handle and I can't do everything all at the same time. I was trained to be a fighter & a responsive person. I will do whatever it takes to help everyone i love. Right now, myself is telling me that it's okay to take a break from all these stresses. But how can I do that when all of them is actually counting on me. I can never give up on them.
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