But what can I do? All I have now are my two brothers who are exactly opposite with each other. I became the middle person eversince our youngest brother came into this world. I am the balancing factor in their lives. And I will remain for the rest of our lives. I got no choice just as they have no choice but to accept me as their sole sister. :-)
My Kuya- i'm still not talking to him (our 'tampuhan' is now on its 6th day). i'm ignoring him in ym. hehe. i ask my younger brother to chat our kuya instead, as if i was not with him. :-). pero nakikibasa naman ako. i told my younger brother, i don't want to talk to our kuya. naiinis ako sa kanya for not being true to his words. he promised me something but looked like he's just playing with me. i want to tell my kuya, i'm not a kid anymore na madadaan sa kanyang 'pambobola'! of course i can't tell him that, edi nagalit siya sa akin. Takot ako dun. :-)
Our Bunso- i got no problem with him staying here, mabait kasi talaga itong kapatid ko na ito. i feel so protective of him. though our age difference is only one year, feel na feel ko talaga ang pagiging 'ate' ko sa kanya.
Both have their own family now. I cried when my kuya got married in 2000. i cried harder when our bunso followed him in 2007. On both occassions, i felt like they abandoned me, they left me all alone.
Both have no idea that I am blogging about them. That I'm making a 'drama' sa kanilang mga buhay-buhay. Haha. Pagtatawanan talaga ako nung dalawa. But I'm very confident they will never find my blog. Super lowtech kasi pamilya namin. YM lang ang alam ng dalawa. :-)
If ever they would ever read this one day (by a twist of fate), i wanted them both to know that i'm blogging them because i think about them everyday. i'm blogging them because they are my inspirations.
To My Brothers,
You are still The Best Brothers in the whole world! Thank you for trying to understand me. Sorry for being 'madrama' sometimes (like this time). I love you both!
Sincerely yours,
Your Sister
Na miss ko tuloy kuya ko, kaso la na sya.
ReplyDeleteHabang maaga paramdam mo sa kanila kung ano ba talaga sila para sayo, ung tampuhan santabi mo na muna lalo't malayo pa kuya mo sayo...di natin alam kasi mangyayari sa susunod pang mga bukas...
sorry, nde ko alam na nawalan ka pala ng kuya.
ReplyDeleteagree ako sa'yo sa pagpaparamdam ng ating pagmamahal sa ating mga kapamilya. eto din ang aking payo sa aking mga kaibigan, ipakita natin sa ating mga mahal sa buhay kung gaano natin sila kamahal before it's gonna be too late.
hayaan mo wala naman talaga akong balak patagalin pa ang 'tampo' ko sa kuya ko. hindi na din ako naiinis sa kanya. nagpapansin lang ako sa kanya. bukas, makikipag-ym na ako. :-) malalim na kasi ang gabi, tulog na siya.
salamat, medyo nahimasmasan ako sa pagiging isip-bata.