Blocked

I have been here in front of the laptop for two hours now, just staring blankly at the screen. I was about to blog the two upcoming happy events that I'm gonna attend soon but decided to dismiss them last minute. I don't think I'm capable of blogging happy thoughts right at this moment for I feel otherwise. :-(

This feeling is so familiar to me. I thought I had already overcome it over the years but I was wrong. It's still here. Worse than before. I feel alone. sad. blank. I wanna go home.


Note:
The author doesn't want to linger on a sad story/feeling, the reason why this post is too short and titled Blocked.