Reasons: i'll be posting my last blog entry for this month of Oct! (my 31st entry; one blog per day) Whoaah! I did it! Yippee!!!! and.....
Since Oct 28 (posting date of my 3oth entry), i've been thinking of what to post for my 31st entry. I got a two-day allowance for I finished ahead of days, i wanted my month-end post to be published same day. I am posting my blogs real-time. I directly write to my blogspot account. Though I was advised by a friend that it's better to write them first in Word file for easy editing. Maybe, I'll try that next time.
I was thinking my month-end post should be something special and memorable. Last night, JC and I went to our favorite get-away place in Al Ghurair City and ate our favorite 'cheesecake!'..hmmm, yummy! I told her, i should have brought a camera. Both of us love cheesecakes! We had probably eaten all the available cheesecakes in Dubai! Be it strawberry, blueberry, raspberry, chocolate, fruity or just plain, we won't miss a chance.
Until this morning I am still not decided what to blog. I opened the laptop.(opppps, i remember i will return this laptop today to a renewed and now so-kind-and-so-generous friend of mine. many many thanks to this person! its with me for more than 2 weeks now, i don't want to abuse the kindness of anyone). I logged-in at my blogspot account. Still nothing in my mind. I read my previous entries and felt so proud to myself. What I have read are all those things that were kept to my heart for long time! In my own opinion, I have successfully written them and be able to share them in one way or another. Funny for I really feel proud of my blog! :-). I am thinking i can now maybe bloghop to other blogs with confidence. lol. Honestly, beside the feeling of admiration to some of my fave blogs, there's this little feeling of intimidation and maybe insecurity to them. They're writings are just too great and too good as compared to mine. They are a born-writers! I would really be super happy and fulfilled as a blogger if one day they would be on my blogroll. :-)
While reading my previous entries, this particular blogpost Aaminin Ko Na posted on 14 Oct 2009 has caught my attention. I read it over and over again with a happy feeling thinking if i'm not into blogging i could probably not tell anyone about this phase in my life.
As my blogtitle suggests, this is about my admission of shortcomings and a not-so-good-side-attitude of mine. I have taken the liberty to let this out and posted it publicly with an intention to keep it anonymous to the concerned persons.
But this morning, i just felt i needed to share this one to JC for the admission is really addressed to her. Remember, i'd wanted to keep my anonymity to my friends so I copied and pasted the mentioned blogpost to Word file and have it read by JC. :-)
Before she read it, i'd started to joke to keep her comfortable. But she knew it immediately (from the blog title) what was it all about- the most avoided topic. I gave her time to read it. I kept some little distance. And when I returned, I find her crying and smiling at the same time. She told me it's like 'natanggal yung tinik niya sa dibdib'. I can't help but cry also for having to give that 'tinik sa dibdib' to my friend. She added, now she feels i'm giving her away. It's not really like that i told her though i strongly feel she will really tie the knot soon as in very very soon. I assured her, this time she has my blessings for real (not only in words). :-)
To My Friend JC,
Thank you so much for being my good, better and best friend for all these times. You are one in a million! I am really so blessed to have you in my life. I love you so much!
I can now wholeheartedly imagine to be a part of your wedding entourage! I really wish you the best in life and that's including me (whether you like it or not) :-)
Sincerely yours,
KP
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